Brianna reveals how his feminization took roots at a young age

Hi every one sexy. Every one like feminine dress as i like to wear makeup as well outfit .

I am a straight married guy mid 40 and yes I love wearing sexy lingerie and dressing up in women’s clothing,i began crossdressing about 13 years ago. I don’t believe it should be called crossdressing as clothing has no gender and because lingerie is made of a different material doesn’t mean it was just made for females, when I was about 14 women’s clothing and lingerie began to excite me because my 21 yr old brother’s wife who was living with us wore very sexy lace lingerie and sexy clothing,one day when no body was home and i was there on my own it looked like it was going to rain so i took washing off the line and when I got half thru taking it off i came across sister in law’s lingerie,first i took off her panties they were so smooth and sexy,i looked around and could see no one so i put them down front of my shorts then I took a silk lace bra off the line and a long deep plum colored silky lace petticoat,I wanted to know what it was like to wear so i raced in side took my own clothes off and put on the panties,bra and petticoat,I went and looked in the mirror and i liked it,i went into sister in law’s room and went through her draws and i took black stockings,suspenders and some clothing which was a long yellow dress.i put it on then walked around the house. I fell in love with wearing women’s lingerie and clothing,I was getting drink from fridge when i heard sister in law call out if i was home,i froze i couldn’t hide so i slipped out back door around side of house and climbed in through my bedroom window and once in i went to lock my door but wasn’t quick enough because sister in law opened it and walked in,there i was standing there dressed in all her clothing,she stood there staring at me then asked what i was doing wearing her clothes i said i only wanted to see what it was like to wear,she asked how long have i been crossdressing i told her that it was first time,she said so how did you enjoy it was it what you were expecting,then she locked door and sat on my bed. SHE asked why did I pick her stuff to wear so i told her that it was the sexist thing I ever felt and said she wears sexy things and i said please don’t tell anyone about it,she promised she wouldn’t say anything then told me a secret and made me promise not to tell anyone i agreed,she told me she caught her brother dressing up in women’s clothing and if i wanted to wear female clothing and lingerie around the house she said it was fine by her and asked if I had any women’s clothing or lingerie of my own i said no,she unlocked the door and said follow her,we went to her room and told me to sit on her bed,she left room then came back with a empty suitcase and opened it up,she was going through her draws and took out 5 pairs of panties 3 bra’s and 2 pairs of black stockings and put them in suitcase then she open her wardrobe and took out 3 maxi dresses and a knee length one,then took down 4 mini skirts and 2 maxi skirts a half slip and a long silky lace petticoat and put it all in suitcase and then closed it.she open her draw and took out a pick and black 2 piece bikini and handed me and said you might like to wear it in spa or pool when you are alone,she said i hope you like what ive just given you i nodded and said yes and thank you for everything,as i was leaving her room she said if you want to wear something different i don’t mind if you take some of my things as long as you asked first and i don’t mind if you want to dress up and it’s okay to wear it in front of me,i crossdressed for about 3 yrs and some times my sister in law would tell me put some of my things in the car and she would take me somewhere so i could dress up,it would be dark and sister in law would tell my mom and my brother we going do bit of shopping,once out the front gate she would ask where my things were i would say on back seat,she would pull into a park and say QUICKLY get dressed up in the lingerie and put on the pink long skirt and the black lace blouse she gave me and once dressed up she said put on the black pantyhose,i got out of the car and she went to the boot and took out a long dark brunette wig and a pair of hi heels she told me put the hi heels on while she fixed the wig on me,she grabbed my hand and led me under the light and said now stand still then she had her phone and took some pictures of me,i said what you doing that for she said for our eyes only.she showed me the pictures and i couldn’t believe that i looked like a girl,sister in law said let’s go and i told her i couldn’t go dressed like a girl she said people won’t even recognize me so i got into the car and she drove we went down the main street she stopped at traffic lights and people walked past,i couldn’t believe nobody recognised me,as we were driving sister in law said did you enjoy it,i nodded yes she asked if I wanted to do it again soon and i told her that i would,,she said come Saturday she would get some make up and for me to pick out what i wanted to wear..i went into her room and picked out a long white maxi skirt and a cream colored silk lace blouse and a long white silky lace petticoat…i went and put them in a bag and took them out to the car,she wrote a note and said we going to the pictures,we got into the car and drove to a deserted building,she told me to get dressed in what i was going to wear so i did,i even had on my stockings and hi heels,she put the wig on me and then started to put make up on me,once done she stood back and took a good look at me then got her phone and took some pictures of me and then showed me and said what do you think,i said i don’t look like a male and she said when we get to the pictures pretend you have a cold and put hanky over mouth,we parked car i was nervous about getting out but she convinced me she held my arm and we walked to the pictures and stopped so she could pay then went in and found a seat up the back on our own,,she whispered in my ear and said i looked hot and kissed me she then put a hand up my skirt and inside my panties and jerked me off,she put my hand up her top..we became discrete sex partners and i dressed in women’s clothing and lingerie when it was just the 2 of us